Hear my voice, O God...

It's been hard for me to post lately. I'm in a weird place right now. I'm truly being tested. Being challenged. I think I'm a little stretched right now, trying to do too much, trying to be everything to everybody, yet know that I'm not being the best wife and mother and SELF that I can be. I'm letting minister, nurse, and student supercede my family... and most of all God. I'm feeling such a disconnect, like something outside trying to take control of me. I don't feel joy at church, so I need to do SOMETHING to get my joy back.

Really, I'm not looking for any sympathy. I'm just trying to get some balance... a handle on my life... I need to re-commit... again, to my devotional life. It's so easy to get off track... the enemy is trying to get me off track so I can't focus on doing what God has called me to do.

My prayer this week is from Psalm 64:1,2:
1Hear my voice, O God, in my prayer: preserve my life from fear of the enemy.

2Hide me from the secret counsel of the wicked; from the insurrection of the workers of iniquity:
God, forgive me for all the times that I haven't come to you first. Forgive me from losing my grip on you. Father, I know what I'm here for... Thank you for all the things that you have shown me and told me. Thank you for the favor on my life. Thank you for my family. God thank you for friends and co-workers that I can pray with and talk with, after I have talked with you. Thank you for showing me my destiny. Reveal to me what it is that you would have me do. Protect my life and my loved ones lives, oh God. O, protect my enemies oh, God. Let your justice reign here on earth. Allow me to do your will. Anoint me, set me aside God so that I might be a blessing to someone else. Father, you are so awesome...If I had ten thousand tongues, it wouldn't be enough... hallelujah to your name Jesus... thank you, thank you.... thank you... in Jesus' name I pray... So be it...